Boylove

He was my friend...

My good friend..

He was beautiful..

I loved him very much...

I loved his beauty..

With his every moments

And his speech i loved him...

But he never loved me..

He behaved as a friend to me..

As like the world do....

But i cant do it that...

In my mind i cant see him as friend..

But as my lover...

Loving his germinating moustaches....

I loved his beauty..

I wanna express that..

But i cant as like the symtom of common love...

I am feeding him in my mind.....

One afternoon my mind..

Compulling me to express him my love..

Insisted me more..

I have gone near to him..and i told him

"I love you"

I expected any positive reactions..

But that was a blow to me..

Hey! He can just go away naa...

Instead he awarded me the party of saliva..

Missing from touching my body..

I was a toy to them..

As i am a mad true lover..

Having affinity to a boy..

I was rejected..

Many peoples tongues ceased their conversations with me....

Oh! I lost my salad days....

The only mistake done by me is loving him....

These people frame rules that love is blind..

And the applies wherever necessary in a dialogue..

But in practical my love was not accepted..

Due to a single reason that i am a gay.......

I cant love and mingle with others

As i am gay...

And my happy days got melted in this everlasting fire...

Onside for love and another for happy....

And another one for happy.....