A TALE FROM TULIP GARDENS…..

Shadows from the olive trees….

Mixed with the dark scent of his love….

A gloriosa sparked in the-

Humid humus of this forest land..!!!

He is a white unicorn…..

So sweet of him,

As like the innocent flesh of berries

Buried in brown peels….

I was lying in this garden….

Pink garden of tulips…

So near to the rugged banks of

This silent river..!!!

He was coming like a bird…

To rest in its woody nest…

My chest is a nest

To rest your soul..!!!

Little stubble's fluorescing in sun….

A thin blanket of grass…

In a prairie…..

So beautiful….I’m a Shepard now..!!!

It was the semen of love...

Overflowing in both the eyes….

A pure love, as like a words-worth’s poem

Architecting a captured loop of land…!!!

He is a beautiful baby now…

As like nectar overflowing from a pink flower…

Some elixir as a white stream..

From his sweet penis..!!!

A naked bird resting in a tulip garden…

He is like a sea-shell ,glued in a rock…

I’m a sea rock-a rock of love…

Resisting the waves of love..!!!

How sweet the nude is..??

A tight hug from my arms…

Twisting like a climber...

In his marble flesh..!!!

Lips are ignited….

In his pink cheeks…..

A poem composed by me…

So blessed my red lips..!!!

A hug of love…..

As like a little flower

Immersing in a bucket of paint...

His pure cock entered my nectar bud..!!!

So sweet his movements….

So tight his love….

Kissing and seeding this

Wetland of rice..!!!

A pleasure of a deep scent….

As like the colorful odor…

Diffusing in the breeze of noon…

Under cashew flowers..!!!

It was morning..!!!

Dew lodging in the buds of buds…

His semen flowing in my buds of solace…

Like the river nearby…!!!

A monsoon of his passion…

Little drops from that tired flesh…

Eroding my eye lines…

Not that, but my tears of love too…!!!

So sweet this morning….

In his laps of love…

A tulip bud bursted as a flower….

Taste this season of anthers..!!!

A tale from tulip garden….

……... … MONSOON DIARY…………

In a monsoon season of kerala…
In the shaggy dense green along fresh streams…
Where pathos climbs that great tree…
With some birds singing…
In a dark evening…!!!

I was standing like a pelican…
Waiting for my fiancée,….
In the road of glossy dark…
And some iridescent memories…!!!

Serpents crossed..like a tantric wheel…
He and me in that darkness of nights…
Nectar drinking butterflies….
Some moments of rainy eyes..!!!

Customer is coming..coming in the wave of dark…
To this soul of mere flesh….
‘cause I am a lust box…
To fill their sins of love..!!!

He was walking…walking in a ride of sex…
To drink this blood..and have a fuck…
Some drops of pennies flow..
In this flesh for sex…!!!

Yep..!! I’m waiting for my fiancée..
In this evening road….
Calling men to shed some notes….
And fuck and go to fuck your wife…!!!

In each and every sex….
I think about him….
A lovely rain…
Which you gave…!!!

But I am an unlucky fellow..!!!
To die in this hell, all alone…!!
Because you sleep with your wife…
Cannibalizing this flesh of love…!!!

Oh my dear fiancés..!!!
Roll your money over me…!!!
Only to the taste of this flesh…
Not to the tears of this heart…!!!!

You left me to live with her…
Like a baby left by her mom…
You left me to live as bitch…
To be touched by every male..!!!

In this season of monsoon….
A rainy love…..love of a shrunken desert….
C’mon the singing birds…
To make a guitar of my melancholy…!!!

You showed me what is love…
But you showed me what is hell…
When you cross that roads…
Rarely you remember this bitch of love..!!!

Your babies ask to you…
“who is this, daddy.?”…
You say me as a beggar of this-
Evening street..!!!

I’m happy to see your kid…
Remembering a john of your love…
Only a kid to your heart of love…
Why you left me love?
To live in this hell of flesh..!!!

I’m dying everyday….
Before this monsoon ends…
This body rests in peace…
So goodbye to this body of sins…
Amen…!!!

SaMoSaS aNd RaInS

Walking slowly..
Like a young pup...
Legs crossed,hands closed...
In the rainy chill....
To buy two samosas....

Heart was hot...
Rain was cold...
Like a new bird protected
Inside her mother's dense feathers
I was feeling good..!!!

Hot samosas..!!!
Fried and tasty..
Made me eager to buy more..
But i bought only two..
One for me..another for my love..!!!

Taking the samosas and walking
Through that rainy street...
Cleaving the bright street lights..
My legs crossed the street..
To the way to my home...

I was eating one..
Another one was looking at me..
Searching my dear..
To be consumed by my love..
He was looking around...

I told him not to look...
Told him to forget that..
Begged him to do so..
Hey samosa one who eat you
Ate my soul to eat you alone..

It was dark...Rain was intense...
With the tears rolling ..and rain shredding..
I consumed him...my tear drops too..
With that mentha chutney..!!!
Rain was severe..so my heart too..!!
Silence..!!!

MIRROR....

A cold night...!!!
A perfect night of darkness...
I was standing near the light of the street light..
Waiting my love...!!!

Walking with small steps...
He was coming towards me..!!!
A sense of smile...like pond
Changing its colour in summer...
Was hitting me along with the breeze..!!!

He came and hugged me..!!
Kissed me in the street..!!
I like a shell fish in its shell..
Felt under his hug..!!
Or like a tree hugging me in rains..!!!

What i told above was a dream..!!!
A dream full of love..!!
But his dreams were full of lust..!!
Like a prawn whose shell will be shredded
After catching...my heart was a shell for him..
But my body was a prawn for him..!!!

Love still bleeding in the deep valleys of my heart..
A mind producing breeze for his hairs breathing in breeze...
Is broken every time..like a mirror crushed..!!

But every time this mirror wants only to show his image..!!
Any other image is unthinkable..!!!
A trove of dreams and love....
Broken every time....
When my eyes rise in the dawn in his shoulders..
After every session of lust...!!!

Mirrors make others bleeding..!!
But this mirror bathes in its blood every time..
When it is used and broken..!!
A symbol of rain and a dusk of heart..!!
Thank you..!!!

LOST YOU...........

Silence toasted in the valleys of melancholy...
Like a silent river unnoticed by a poet...
Passes as a saint as well as a thief..!!

Empty moments...to be filled with rains called tears..
Got filled by these silences....abruptly....
Entering like a sand storm..going with my life....

Everywhere and every moment..
His face touches my mind.....
Stealing my every moment....

Like a cowry being stable..
In response to demonic shock waves...
My mind becomes a stone while thinking the tears..!!!

Tasting the salty tears became my passion...
Speaking to trees became my habit..
Because none in this world understands me...!!!

You are not here...!!! even a treepie..searching
For fruits...obtain it..but why i am not getting you..??
Your smart touch with my skin..

Tired and lost..searching a mourning place to cry...
But my every sad and joy was you....you hated me..
Then don't you feel that i am merely a stone.??

Love you..miss you..
My hearty congratulations for..
Married life with that little girl..!!
Bye bhaiya..!!

ANDROGYNE…

I never wish to be a male…
I never wish to be a female too..
I wish to be a androgyne…

I never like a red rose..
I never like a white rose too…
I like a pink rose…

I has a chest..
But I like it to be a breast too..
Since I am a androgyne..

I never want a tight jean..
Or a short skirt..
I want a androgyne wear…

I respect beauty in all sexes…
I never admire anyone as beauty or ugly..
Since I feel androgyny…

I am a genderqueer….
I am neither a line nor a curve.
I am neither a straight nor a non straight…
Since I am androgyne…

THANKS...!!!

The night sky turns to a smiling kid..
Which doesn’t knows a feel of hurt..
Still lingering a smile -array of stars…
Towards my melancholic face….

I am hurt..i am almost dead..
After each session of conversation…
With you by phone….
Smiles as cost for my salty tears…

The sweet words you utter…
The dear masculine tone of yours..
All makes me to smile and cry simultaneously..
I hide my tears when talking to you…

I longed for you..i am longing for you…
Will long for you daa…my sweet idiot…
Like a land thirsty for a cool rain…
I wish to hear a word of love from you…

But as like a owl active only in nights…
My love life which is a flowering season..
Shrunk to a phone chat over you in nights…
So this what I deserve….i have to deserve now..

At least I have this….i have such a season…
Before a girl rests in your laps..
And sings a love song with you..
Thanks..!!!

EYE BROW LINER

I love you my sweet brow liner…
Who rides like a horse
In a mountain of rocks….

I love you my sweet brow liner ….
You make me more beautiful…
Through the mirror plane……

I love you my sweet brow liner …
You make me neither masculine nor feminine…
Make me a soul of androgynous ova…

I love you my sweet brow liner …
You make my black eyes beautiful….
With intersections of the stars of anima and animus…

I love you my sweet brow liner ….
Love your gentle expressions in the rainbow…
Love your hard expressions in the red hot…..

I love you my sweet brow liner …
Because my journey starts with you…
It is when I started to discover you for me…
My dear eyebrow liner…!!!

CACTUS….

After each and every bath……
When I came out like a rained wetland..
You welcomed me….
With a smile in those sandy banks…!!

You are my -everything….
You are my sub-rosa found in the banks of those rocky stream..
My dear….
My dear cactus….

Sometimes, I put my eyes wide open
Inside the hollow inflorescence of you…
You look like the image of moon -
In the well water inside your hollow slender body..

Sometimes I recoil my eyes and head faster,
Solely in the grounds of a beautiful afraid that
I may disturb the romance of black bees kissing with anther…
Which is like a yellow lipstick in your small face babe…!

I want to kiss you…kiss you badly…
As like a humming bee…..
Always…cause you is my partner….
My lifelong grape vine….

A wind that rises from east...
After sun sets…..in the crimson blanket...
Moving like a daddy’s beard flower...
Made you and me move apart...apart to heaven and hell…

You are not mine now….
Neither your spiny beard, nor your yellow smile...
Moments we slept together...
Loved together…

-Sleeps like an eel resting in its smooth muddy floor….
Because, because you are not mine…
Babe you are not mine...
My dear sweet “alien”…

Nowadays also, when I visit that stream...
I search you..! , search you with a lamp in sun light...
But you are not there...
But in her laps…
My dear, my dear, my- my -my dear cactus flower..!!